The girl with big brown eyes

she looked at me with her big brown eyes, the colour of muddy puddle. she smiled, happy -as I was- like a woman who smiled in front of her lover and sad like a broken hearted girl, while her hand stroking my head and hair like I was her child and she was his mother. it was warm in the room but we were snuggling on the bed under the blanket. so warm and so white the room was, just like those tv commercials.

we talked stuff, I don't remember what, but we talked. but I guess we talked about things that make me sad, and things that make her sad. I guess I said a few moving motivational words too. lol.

I think she was slightly older that me, if not the same age. with her jet black hair, tied up at the back of her head, and her eye bags she remind me of Kuza, that celebrity. she looked good in her yellow tank top.

I was happy, well, isn't that obvious. and all of that were interrupted when a few people came knocking at the door.

but I want to meet you again, 
you mysterious random girl who came out in my dream last night.

Elektra ?!?!?!??!

what the heck ?!?!?
I'm a guy !!!

You Are Elektra

There's really no superhero with more style than you. Because who could beat being sexy assasin ninja?

What Superhero Are You?

whatever..

Waiting For Ihe Interview

someone from Select Application called me last 2 weeks, asking for my interest on working as a call operator.
of course I am interested ! I need a new job afterall !
well, not that I meant that I hate my current job, it's just.. well.. I want to experience something new, being a call operator for sure is something new to me. my current job doesn't need me to talk, but not this one. so it's a challenge for me !
this is sure getting me excited ! and it's geve me a better pay as well. ( ^ v ^ ).

I pray to God, let me have this job.
please...

Instant Noodles anyone ?!

Momofuku Ando, Japanese inventor of instant noodles, dies at 96

To me, when we talks about instant noodles, the right term to use is not "cook", but instead "soak".
I attended boarding school, in place like that, we didn't have luxuries of home. we didn't have kitchen, but we had dining hall, we don't have electric water heater, but alternatively we had to go to the dining hall to get some hot water.
so, we put the noodles into some tupperware or just simply water bucket, pour the hot water, the seasoning, and there you have it. instant noodles !

and since, I get customed to this technique. cooking instant noodles is not my thing.

when I was in colledge, it took 2 packets of instant noodles to satisfy my hunger, one packet is not enough, my stomach has grew bigger I guess.
4 years ago when I was an upper 4th former, we used to have instant noodles as our supper for almost every week, especially during the STP exam, so it was like our weekly ritual.
when I was in form 5, I ate instant noodles every time I get back home, because I just couldn't have any at the hostel. and I was already addicted to it.
when I was a 4th former, I soak fried instant noodle in bucket with cold water.
when I was in form 3, in our cooking class, my classmate said that it's about a year since she had her last instant noodle.
when I was in form 1, my senior soak the noodle in a drinking tupperware, so he drank instant noodle.

memory o memory.....

so, what's your instant noodles moment ?! ( ^ _ ^ )

What's before us,

it is 2007 already... damn.

A new year lays before us. what will it hold?
the telling of the tale continues in your life and mine of course.
I feel just like yesterday was 2005, yeah.
and last week was 2004, last month was 2003, and it really feels like last year I was 19..... hell.
time really flies, doesn't it, ?
I hate this actually, you know, growing up.
I am 23, but of 23 years of living, I didn't achieve much.
whatever,

hey, what's your resolutions ?
my resolution or resolutions ?
well, I don't really care exactly, is it one or five.
the fact is I didn't manage to realize my resolution(s).
that's because I don't set any resolution at all.
why should I anyway ?
hey ! don't talk about resolutions anymore would you !?

new year new year new year.
have a nice day.

Between 2006 and 2007

Hye, festive season is on the air !!
first of all it's Chrismast, then Eidul Adha and the much awaited New Year !!!!
yeah !

so, i would like to greet all Muslim out there Happy Eidul Adha -don't eat raw meat ok- and everyone happy New Year.

speaking of resolution, what are your resolution for 2007 ?
I don't have any resolution,
I have objectives, as my friend says.
here is a list of what I want to achieve on 2007;
get a stable job,
get a new computer,
get a degree -if i have the money.
complete my script of something, or close to that.
I don't think i'd manage to realize my 2006 resolution.
I don't remember i have any.

remember, what goes around comes around and what you give is what you get.
take are of yourself, don't get drunk, and work hard for your resolutions.
Happy New Year.

announcement:

my favorite studio crew Udon has their own dA account !!
they're all finally here ! the whole crew !!
yeah !!
check them out !!
udoncrew

Fantastic Four 2 The Rise of Silver Surfer teaser trailer is out !

Between Getting Older and Stay Young -at heart.

I really don't know what to say, but i need to update my blog.

anyway, I turned 23 this month, this week to be precise. a year older, a year nearer to senile and of course a year nearer to death. to think of it, there are still a lots of thing that I really want to do, to achieve, to experience, to have, to treasure.
but the fact is I'm running out of time, and therefore, deep down inside me, i hate growing up.

lets answer some question people.
how old are you right now ? 20 ? 17 ? or 25 ?
so lets assume you are 25 years old, what have you achieved of your 25 years of living. ?
what's your major accomplishment ?
what did you give to your family ?
what did you contribute to the country ?

personally i have none of those, and none of a lot more.
I envy those young people with huge accomplishment eg.nicole david.
I was like a person on a side of a river tempting to get to the another side but just didn't see any bridge and too scared to swim. so the questions arise, do i have to jump and swim risking my life from drowning, being tired, crocodiles, and cold water ? or just simply find some woods from some forest full of unexpected things and build a bridge though it will take forever ?
if I have the answer, I'll keep it to myself. but, how about you, ? what do you do. ?

Time is something we don't have, and cannot have, if we have the time we'd probably turn it back to undone some mistakes, to cherish someone we loved before he/she gone, to experience youth again and to do a lot more things.
Time makes life full of mistakes, full of bad things, full of experience. and Time as well, makes life hard.
it's just the matter of us, that make life harder.